i just saw something very, incredibly sad involving a coworker and oh jeez. it made me want to quit blogging and that's what i'm doing. it's finally occurred to me how pointless it is to record my thoughts online because it doesn't just disappear and i don't want to pretend that's not true. i am not like her, making a fool of myself. if i was, it's going to stop now. the best way to remain anonymous is to remain anonymous. and not to make a youtube video saying that i despise my job. oh lord, what was she thinking? signing off now, going to live my life and stop thinking in terms of statuses and posts, what will go over well and what won't. i am so over this. i'll still check in with my regulars though, to see what's up but i am not longer a blogger. that whole mess embarrassed me beyond belief and now i'm done.